Here's a little encouragement for you: Children can and do heal from the experience of divorce and turn out well.
Laura Petherbridge says, "I often meet parents who think, If my children don't have both parents, they are going to grow up very dysfunctional. If the custodial parent is emotionally healthy, spiritually stable, and walks closely with God, the children can grow up to be really wonderful, secure kids."
God loves you and your children so much. He is willing and able to help you and your children every day and every moment of your lives. Turn to God for help, and trust Him to guide you in making the right decisions for your child.
"He who fears the LORD has a secure fortress, and for his children it will be a refuge" (Proverbs 14:26).